It’s been a gruelling month of disappointment, exams and sobriety. The three things any average 18 year old despises. The soundtrack to the last 31 days would involve a lot of Cat Power, The Fray and the darker Florence and the Machine tracks...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V_eOmvM-4zc
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Yeeeeah... anyway...
I’m currently taking part in a mass Fuck It Month with 4 other people (more to come on this), complementing my downward spiral by fuelling it with absinthe and acting/dressing like a whore. Oddly, it seems to be doing me more good than harm. I don’t know why, it might have opened my eyes a bit, and shown me that there are more important things than having someone to text until the early hours of the morning. I never thought I was particularly dependent on a guy making me happy and I’m still not suggesting that, but I think it happens to all of us to some extent after you’ve been used to having that person to lean on. No matter how long we’ve been leaning on them. When we don’t have that person who has the power to make or break our day, it gets a bit dull. To a lesser extent this could also include just having someone to flirt with; simply making you feel good about yourself, even if there’s no attachment there; no reality to lean on.
Now it’s time to be happier. To live with what I’ve ended up with. Open my eyes and actually start doing things rather than moping about how shit they’d gotten. And even if it still kills me to see Mark every fucking day; I need to move on. So I’m going to, right now. And believe me when I say, I’m the only person who’s going to making and breaking days from now on.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nP_jsy6Trrc&feature=fvwrel
Stay Sexy
xAx
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V_eOmvM-4zc
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Yeeeeah... anyway...
I’m currently taking part in a mass Fuck It Month with 4 other people (more to come on this), complementing my downward spiral by fuelling it with absinthe and acting/dressing like a whore. Oddly, it seems to be doing me more good than harm. I don’t know why, it might have opened my eyes a bit, and shown me that there are more important things than having someone to text until the early hours of the morning. I never thought I was particularly dependent on a guy making me happy and I’m still not suggesting that, but I think it happens to all of us to some extent after you’ve been used to having that person to lean on. No matter how long we’ve been leaning on them. When we don’t have that person who has the power to make or break our day, it gets a bit dull. To a lesser extent this could also include just having someone to flirt with; simply making you feel good about yourself, even if there’s no attachment there; no reality to lean on.
Now it’s time to be happier. To live with what I’ve ended up with. Open my eyes and actually start doing things rather than moping about how shit they’d gotten. And even if it still kills me to see Mark every fucking day; I need to move on. So I’m going to, right now. And believe me when I say, I’m the only person who’s going to making and breaking days from now on.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nP_jsy6Trrc&feature=fvwrel
Stay Sexy
xAx
A woman can still get pregnant without intercourse but that seems unnatural. Primary Vaginismus is like a forbidden fruit of knowledge, you are free to eat of it, even if God forbids it.
ReplyDeleteShe can still be impregnated even if it violates God's will. We're free to obey or disobey. It's called FREE WILL. She may be tempted by her imaginary and deceitful "BIOLOGICAL CLOCK", like a snake in the Garden of Eden. Instead of infertility, God inflicts PAIN to test her obedience to God.
It is therefore reasonable to say that if a woman is DUMB about her own sex organ, then God can intervene and manipulate her vagina for the purpose of birth control.
..or she may be fated to have no intercourse.
Hymen Reconstruction Surgery is WRONG. But God allowed it to happen.
Female Circumcision is WRONG. But God allowed it to happen.
…well….the same thing can be said about trying to cure Vaginismus.
We are free to do what is right and what is wrong.
My e-mail address is maypakialam@gmail.com
Primary Vaginismus.
ReplyDeleteIf you have it, then your body is NOT designed for sex.
It is God's way of telling a woman that she is DESTINED to become a nun or celibate.
So if you have it, go on and BECOME A NUN.
Or be CELIBATE.
That's because it is God's way of controlling the global population. God created women with such sexual dysfunction to keep them away from sex and thus preventing conception. Unfortunately, most women don't realize it and would still go through days and weeks of therapy which is just time consuming.
Trying to remedy your condition is against God's will.
God does NOT want you to have sex.
If your a woman, don't get married & don't have sex if your VAGINA wont let you.
God had CLOSED the gates of your virginity.
FACE IT! You have a NUN'S VAGINA.
It is time to give up on men and become a NUN.
VAGINISMUS may be the answer to overpopulation.
God truly works in strange ways.
I am now an enlightened man.